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Thing, Thing & Some Other Things

I have absolutely no idea how did it all start,

Just felt a flood of thoughts rushing through my vain all over my brain driving me Nuts..

A Thing...

The Passion, The Thought, The Despair

I guess I had this kind of passion to all what belong to the 1900s - 1945s Time,

I wondered a lot how did they look like, I don't mean appearances, I mean that time, how was it? How did ppl use to talk like? How was it to be naughty? And how to be naughty “by doing what exactly?” at this time? ... The whole idea about king, queen, princesses, prince, Afandy, Bek, Bashaa...

And that take me to some other THING...

How was it like during Pharaohs time?

whenever I go near by any Thing that date back to something 5000 yrs old or so , it makes me wonder too ,,

How did they use to look like? ,, " No I Don't Want To Study History Nor Archeology Though.!! Thx but no thx”

Any how, I guess am curious about a Life of a Ppl am not around these days,

U knows what I mean?

My Grandma, may Allah rest her soul in peace, used to say, here come Our Private Investigator, loll,

Cause I used to search her drawers and all over the house for old stuff , I came across an old Magazine , El Mosawer , or something like that , I guess it returned to 1920 or so , and god how was it Amazing to See a car for 100 Pound !! And the old movies advertisements, god I felt so " WoW "..

And yet, imagine where is the Hangout for a High School Guy like Me “Victoria College Was My high school" is?

The Cairo Citadel...

The Chill of watching old stuff , The Princesses Room , The Furniture , and i could almost swear that if i closed my eyes and took a deep breath for few seconds... i c my self as if am reliving the moment , .....

Possessed? Hell No!!

Thought: memo to my self, Don't touch anything or you will wake up from the moment & you might find your self Dead For being in the princess room!! , " Ya ostaz, yallah 3shan 3ayzeen ne2fel, eb2a ta3ala youm tany law sama7t”

Thought: memo to my self, try tipping the guy the next time, u might stay a little while longer ;)...

Desperately , Tried to search for other sources to fill my hunger, Thirst & Madness for Things Before 1945s ,, don't ask about the date or why , it's been just like that with me ,

in order to help my desperate self, the Quest , yeah oh yeah it merged into a Quest , and I’ve become looking , searching , wondering , all the time feeling there's something missing,

Ever Wondered How Did Men Use To Flirt This Time? Beside The Old Black And White Movies Stuff?

Ever Wondered “About The Real Deal At That Time "?

Like Now I Mean ? The Real Deal Now We All know it and it's not something we could C Or Hear In T.V Or Media, Though. We R Relying On Old Folks Part Of The Old Time Story, Yet, Are They Aware Of It?

What Was The Real Deal That Time ??

What Was It?

I could swear that there’s no old Man Or Old Woman over 60s or so unless I kept starring at his/her face,

My God So Much for a look in the eye, and a few wrinkles might tell,

What is the Real Deal?

Why Am I So Curious About Old Times , Why Every time I see old man or lady " always try to look deep into his/her eyes , trying to imagine how does his/her life used to look like when he/she was my same age or little old or little young ? ....

What's with that look?

What is this common look between old folks?

No NOOOOO not sadness,, it's way behind that perspective ,,

Even now, i miss the old times of my childhood, which was so never near NORMAL CHILDHOOD!!

I've been raised mostly @ my grandma’s.

My Younger Aunt, with my Cousin and her sister, and another relative, she was the same age too,

Oh Another Thing,

I know it's not relevant, but i gotta ask some how,

What Is It With Girls And Kids!!!!!!!

 Girls starting 18 and + start To Emotionally Adopt a neighbors Kid, or Relative Kid, and begin to Pour a Strange Emotions over the kid's head?

Any How, Back To Subject.....

I Miss My Childhood THING!!

Maybe, cause I didn't use to held responsible? Is that it? Is it about commitment in life and taking responsibility? Nah, I’ve been held responsible since I was 7 yrs old!! I used to take the bus alone to my grandma's house “Maadi - Imbaba!!”

I Just couldn't wait for holidays to come even if it was national holiday or so to go to her house , GOD i never felt so comfort in my life ,

Am I Searching For That Comfort Among Other THINGS??

For The Records: My Dad have been away since i started going to high school " Not Separation Or Divorce, he works abroad, and come Month a Year,

we all know why" KhasKhasaa And Some OTHER THINGS: P”

Me And My Dad Wasn't Along With Each Other , Thinking or so , my dad was raised roughly , or that is what he says , " Most Ppl says about old times , that it was Strict , was it really ?"

The Only Persons that i can't imagine how was their life when they was young is my folks " Mom & Dad "

And I Really Don't Know Why,

Pictures & Some Other Things...

Thought: memo to my self, never look at old picture, because you'll only drive your self even more crazy,

Oh Oh Oh, one other thing,

WHAT'S WITH THE EAST “Asian Passion“THING!!!?

Why am i so attracted to them? Their music at least, the spiritual ones!! ?

Reincarnation " BULLSH**”

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Maybe I'll Continue Some Other Day, But Now....

I Gotta Run And Think About Some Stuff “A Little To Do List “...

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No Promises , but i hope i could finish this topic later , Maybe The Flood of Thoughts Will Be Clear A Bit So I Could Sort Out The Big Deal with

Thing, Thing & Some Other Things ;)

Thanks For Your Valuable Time Reading Through All Of This :)

Have a Wonderful Nuts Free Life :)

Marooo CD ©

I was a Iot more scared than I wouId admit.

I fought my fear. . .

. . .by teIIing myseIf you'd come back someday. . .

. . .and trying to think of the first thing I'd say when I saw you again.

I must have tried out 1000000  possibiIities.

What did I finaIIy say?

Not much.

My mouth wouIdn't work, except to kiss you.

When you said, 'I'm here to stay' . . .

. . .that said it aII.

WeII, I'm doing it again.

I keep imagining what I'd say to you if somehow you came back....

I'm possessed by my fears …

Could it be just a dream, could all the happiness that occurred to me lately... Turns out to be such a beautiful dream??

Am I haunted by my won fears and doubts? Am I a sick person?

Would I ever do something I regret, or blame my self on doing?

I hate my co workers, the infected and intruded my whole business life …

As I started working for EG, it all began when they decided to minimizing the cost of new offices by adding two despicable persons

To my own office, my own room,

A shameful parade of women going around my room , talking bullshit and checking out them selves , as if my office was a toilet for them to freshen up and so .. GGGRRRR I have a meeting .,,

------------- To Be Continued ------------

  Life is so weird when it comes to relationships & stuff, Am So in Love with

Most Sexiest, Funniest, most charming,

Most Beautiful Lil Sweet Pumpkin ..

-------- To Be Continued ----------